Missing U

October 30th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

I miss u so much

I want to hold u tight and never let go

I want to talk to you, like we used to

I want to share you stories

I want to see you, i would give anthing just to see u in about half an hour (if i could)

I want to hear your voice, the voice that always calm me down

I want to hear your laugh

I want to see your smile

Gosh, I just want to see you

I know….

You always there in my dream

You always there in my pray

You always guard me with your love

You always there in every step i took

You always there to witness every achievement and failure

Eventhough you are not around, I know somehow you will always be with me

I miss you so much, Dad.

I love you so much, Dad.

I will visit your graveyard, I promised you.

Rest in peace my beloved father, I will always come to visit you and may we meet again in heaven.

Kangen

October 28th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

Kok aku tiba-tiba kangen banget ya sama kamu….

Rasa ini sering datang tiba-tiba tanpa diundang, datang ditengah kesendirianku atau bahkan pas lagi di tengah keramaian.

Aku kangen ngobrol sama kamu, obrolan ringan yang ngangenin, obrolan ringan yang gak jelas tapi bikin hati seneng karena aku bisa melupakan sejenak semua kepenatan dan gundah gulana di hati.

Kamu memang teman yang sangat baik, teman dalam segala situasi dan kondisi bagaimanapun kamu dibutuhkan.

Jangan berubah teman, apa yang kita miliki sekarang sudah cukup untuk membuat hari-hariku menjadi lebih semarak, membuat hidup jadi lebih hidup.

Kamu nggak pernah judge aku, kamu bisa melihat ke dalamku dan kamu bisa mengerti aku, kamu bisa mengakomodasi keinginanku yang kadang nggak masuk akal, tapi itulah aku..

Teman baik memang susah dicari, karenanya aku sangat bersyukur kamu bisa jadi teman baikku.

Puasa bulan penuh rahmat

October 28th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

Bulan Ramadhan ampir abis, yippiieee….. Lebaran sebentar lagi….

Seneng, bisa mudik Lebaranan di kampung halaman tercinta, ketemu sodara-sodara yang jarang ketemu, bisa makan bakso Laksana (bakso paling ngeTOB di Tasikmalaya hehehe) or bakso Mang Eman deh yang deketan kalo males ke kota :D.
Akhirnyaaaa gak musti makan pagi-pagi buta sambil ngantuk2, duhh siksaan yang paling berat deh…. eh tapi gak papa juga seh karena ada hiburan Aming di Trans, kalo gak ada acara itu bablas kali, secara sahur sendirian di kos getoh hiks.

Yang paling menyedihkan sebagai anak kos adalah minggu pertama puasa, sedih banget sahur sendirian tapi untungnya udah 2 thn terakhir ini dapet makanan dari ibu kos (eh tetep bayar loh pas akhir bulan, kirain ibu kosnya berbaik hati ya memberi makan selama bulan puasa hihihi). Udah gitu minggu pertama smua orang ribut pulang cepet mau buka dengan keluarga masing2, lah gue buka sama keluarga siapa dongggg hiks hiks….
Tapi ternyata anak kantor gue yang sekarang ini tidak menganut paham pulang cepet untuk buka sama keluarga, asikkk gue punya temen buka puasa deh :), dan ternyata banyak yang jual bukaan di sekitar setiabudi sini jadi keadaan perut tetap terjamin..

Tapi yah, walopun puasa dah tinggal menghitung hari lagi, tetep aja loh ada beberapa orang yang blum pernah buka puasa bareng sama gue, uuhh aku sedihh… (Bondut syibuks terus deh, sebel)
Nih ya, salah satu contohnya Farika, gak ngerti kita yang lagi sama-sama sok sibuk apa emang blum berjodoh ya (lhooo). Giliran dia bisa eh gue yang lagi kerja, trus giliran gue bisa gantian deh dia yang kerja duhh kok susah bener ya mengatur waktu antara dua pekerja periklanan ini, segitu demandingnya kah pekerjaan di agency? Hmm….Good question :p
Kapan dong Friks kita buka puasa, dah lama gak ketemu nih, masa cuma update gosip lewat YM, kurang seruuuuu…

Salah satu contoh keribetan lain mengatur buka puasa, hari ini rencananya mau bupus di kantor lama sama Miranda & Dini (dua ibu-ibu gaul yang slalu bergaya anak muda dan tetep mengikuti perkembangan jaman), tapiiiiii….. sampe jam sgini masih bingung2 antara jadi ke kantor lama apa buka sendiri aja, duhhhh…
Well, tapi disitulah salah satu nikmatnya bulan puasa ini ya, kita bisa menjalin tali silaturahmi dengan temen2 lama dengan alasan buka puasa bareng.

Tapi aku juga sedih dengan berakhirnya bulan penuh rahmat ini, karena gue ngerasa selama  bulan penuh rahmat ini jiwa religi gua tinggi banget.. (insya allah di bulan2 lain tetep rajin sholat ya) jadi rajin beribadah deh minta ampunan untuk segala dosa2 yang dulu (duhh kalo dosa ada wujudnya gak kebayang deh kayak gimana tuw hehe).
Eh, tapi ada juga seh one of my friend yang tetep melakukan kegiatan yang sangat dilarang agama dengan alasan dibulan lain aja gak boleh jadi ya sama aja kan kalo dilakuin di bulan puasa ini (nah lohhhh) au ah gelap, urusan masing-masing sama yang di Atas deh, i am no body to judge people toh am not perfect either :)

Tapiiii… gue berpendapat gini, di bulan lain yang 11 bulan itu gue udah penuh dosa jadi ya di bulan yang penuh rahmat ini marilah kita mendekatkan diri sama yang Diatas dan juga memohon ampunan untuk dosa-dosa selama 11 bulan itu, tidak melakukan hal-hal yang sangat dilarang agama, jangan lah bulan suci ini dinodai dengan hal-hal yang sangat duniawi itu (duhhh ini siapa ya, kok jadi wise gini hihihihi), toh dibulan lain tetep bisa dilakukan hal-hal itu, masa iya seh gak bisa nahan sebulan aja gitu loh…. Jreng jreng jadi kebayang neh mau ngapain aja kalo dah gak puasa (lhoooo) hihihi

Well…. yang pasti i am looking forward untuk mudik nih, can’t wait to see sawah hijau depan rumah Mama Aji ehm.. benernya nih ya, can’t wait untuk sahur bareng orang lain gak cuma ditemenin TV aja hihihi..

Minal aidin ya everybody mohon maaf lahir dan batin semoga kita menjadi manusia yang lebih baik kedepannya, tunggu crita lain tentang Lebaran di kampung Cisayong yaaa :)

Life is about choices

September 20th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

I believe that life is about choices.

Whatever choices you had made, it made you who you are now.

And whatever choices you had made, you have to take the consequences as part of it no matter how bad and painful it is.

I believe that everybody has their own path that reflect from their choices.

So, are you willing to create your own path and making the choices?

Another Thought

September 13th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

Is there a perfect soulmate somewhere for me?

We believe that all relationships in our lives are to teach us and to help us grow spiritually. We also believe that soulmates (and there may be more than one) are in our lives to help us to learn our spiritual lessons. A soulmate may be someone in your life who constantly gets "under your skin" or may be someone who you have deep, intimate relationship with. We believe that we are soulmates because there was an instant feeling of "coming home" when we got together and everyday recognize how we help one another in our spiritual growth.
We believe that perfect mate that you refer to is certainly out there but you have to be ready and you have to be willing to be conscious in your relationship.  If you haven’t attracted that "perfect" soulmate, try visualizing what you what. What would your life be like with this person?
What would you do together? Also, we suggest that you look at yourself. Are you type of person who would attract your idea of perfect soulmate? If not, start today being that type of person to the people who currently in your life.

You can have more than one Soulmate in a lifetime

Twin Flames are very different and very rare. Twin Flames are two people in two separate bodies that share same soul. Twin Flames meet each other in their first incarnation so that they remember the soul frequency of the other being. They are then usually reunited on their last time to this planet. If Twin Flames meet before they are ready they can be the total opposite and not at all compatible. When Twin Flames meet and are ready for each other, it is the most enjoyable experience possible on earth.
At this point, Twin Flames are almost identical. They truly compliment each other and it is a hardship for them to be apart. As an outside observer it is sometimes hard to distinguish the two people. They are also have a very strong bond and oftern have telepathy with each other.

Taken from http://www.soulmaterelationships.com/soulmatearticles/soulmatedefinition.htm

The One

September 12th, 2005 by cisayong-girl

How can you be so sure that he’s/ she’s the right one for you? Does he/she the right person that God sent you so you can spend the rest of your life with him/her? But what if he/she’s not the one?

Yesterday, i attended my friend’s 2nd wedd. 2nd huh? Yeahhh…… her hubby died when she was 4 month pregnan with 1st child (am sorry for her), but God still loves her as He gives someone that truly love her with current condition (along with excess bagage from 1st hubby), So they got married last night (congratulation guys…am happy for you). I just wish that her new hubby would love her child as if he’s his.

But my query more to this question. The one for you should be the one that you marry, is that correct? 
So, how about that kind of condition, your 1st partner died or even divorce and then you get married with someone else, so which one is the one??
Does the 1st one, or the 2nd one?

As i am wondering, which one is my mom’s soulmate. Could it be my dad (he passed away when i was in high school) or maybe her’s current hubby as he’s with her till death do their part?

Or what if the case is like this? My Grandpa has 2 wives or even more (lika Wong solo owner)?
So, which one is his soulmate? Or which one is the one?
Or maybe God sent them all for him? Maybe God loves him so much so God gave more than one soulmate? Well, God works in a mysterious way.

I can’t let go that thought, just wondering…….

Why Blog?

August 31st, 2005 by cisayong-girl

Why everybody have blog?
Dunno… but it’s kinda makes me curious bout it… jadi inget pepatah "tak kenal maka tak sayang"… so, here i am, terdampar di dunia blog yang lagi ngtrend ini hahaha…
Walopun at the 1st place i kinda hate it coz all of names i choose has been chosen, huh what’s wrong seh with everybody ternyata kok nama gue pasaran hahaha..
Finally I got the right name for my  blog, yeah u got it right beibeh… i choose that name, laughed it up :p.
My boyfriend asked me "kenapa kamu mau buka blog?" then i said "biar bisa buka photo album" hahahaha shallow me :p and he said to me "blog itu untuk orang-orang yang rajin nulis, kalo kamu rajin nulis ya coba aja buka" he always encourage me in such way when i have "gak penting" question and curiosity hihihi.. I love u Ndut.
I have 3 faves blog; Farika’s, pram-rendra’s, wenni’s.
Why them?
Farika, she is such a unique person, she is what she is, doesn’t give a shit bout what people think, you go girl! Karena keunikannya dia itu, makanya agak susah nyari kado yang pas buat dia secara dia gak seperti cewe2 kebanyakan, sabar ya Friks.. blum sempet nyari :D
Pram-Rendra (anaknya Bugem): lucu aja baca kegiatannya mereka, jadi pengen punya anak deh hihihihi
Wenni: gak nyangka ternyata my client ini hidupnya penuh dengan tawa dan canda, duh kalo baca blognya dia suka ketawa2 sendiri, Ceu kamu dah cucok jadi pelawak kayaknya hihihi.
Salah satu bukti kehebohan blog ini adalah waktu kasus kematian Sha dengan postingan mimpinya yang serem itu, dan ternyata i found out dari detik.com kalo itu cuma hoax huuu gilingan ya pada niat bener orang2 hehehe
Tapi gue masih nggak ngerti kenapa blog itu sekarang ngetrend banget dan almost all of my friends have it?
Does anybody can answer it?