Pure thought

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Jiffest telah datang….

Hari Kamis siang udah kasak kusuk sama Dina & Advi pengen nonton yang gretongan di Erasmus Huis, setelah liat referensi film yang akan ditonton yaitu "Science Fiction" yang kayaknya not bad buat ditonton, akhirnya diputuskan jam 4.20 kita brangkat dari kantor karena takut penuh (setelah mendapat persetujuan dari bos masing-masing tentunya dan dengan alasan yang tepat tentunya).

Jreng jreng…… ternyata filmnya gak pake bhs inggris secara ini film Belgia gitu, trus pas liat textnya… loh loh…. ini text-nya pake bahasa apa ya???? Tapi kok kayaknya kita aja ya yang clingak clinguk kebingungan dengan text itu, yang lain kok adem ayem aja ya? Apa karena ini di Kedutaan Belanda jadi text-nya pake bhs Belanda juga? Apa emang kitanya aja yang payoyeh gak ngerti bahasanya sedangkan yang lain ngerti??
Alhasil kita kluar lagi dengan suksesnya setelah 10 menit mencoba untuk mengerti filmnya yang ternyata emang susah dimengerti (ya iya lah, kita jadi mengira-ngira gitu apa yang mereka omongin hihihi), hasil kasak kusuk di dalem teater akhirnya diputuskan kalau kita akan ngejar nonton di Setiawan :))

Akhirnya kita nonton film Just Like Heaven walopun dah telat 10 menit, pokoknya harus nonton karena stelan moodnya dah pengen nonton :))

Nampak payah ya niat pengen nonton Jiffest eh yang ada malah nontonnya film Hollywood lagi, pake acara nangis pula karena tersentuh sama critanya

Jumat malem rencananya mau nonton Beautiful Boxer jam 21.30 tapi pas ke Ambasador kok ternyata banyak film Jiffest yang dijual disana juga ya… Wah wah ngapain nonton Jiffest dong, mendingan bli di lapak aja 30ribu bisa dapet 5 film hihihi…. Gak jadi lagi deh nonton Jiffest..

Week end rencananya mau nonton (duh kebanyakan rencana deh ya), tapi ternyata hari minggu (closing day) malah terdampar di kantor ngebantuin kreatif buat present hari senin hiks hiks..

Mungkin Jiffest tahun depan bisa nonton ya (mudah-mudahan), tetep semangat!

What is your wildest fantasy?

Wildest fantasy sound so kinky ya, but wait a minute am not talking about sexual thing (eventhough i would love to he he he)… I’m talking about fantasy in general.

I believe that everybody have their own fantasy, it could be anything you want to do in this life but most likely you could never done it. How so? Maybe b’coz you don’t have enough guts to do it or maybe you are just not confident or even maybe it’s beyond your capability.

I have one wildest fantasy in my life, which is………..

I always want to become a dancer, not only a regular dancer but got to be in one of  Madonna’s big concert

Seeing all those dancers dance in a good choreo and good movement have always inspired me.
Why? B’coz i know and aware  that i don’t have the body to move smoothly like that, my body is so stiff, so eventhough i so dance it’s only in the club where it so dark and everybody is not paying attention to my dance

There is a show in MTV called Wade Robson’s show (bener gak ya judulnya, lupa deh), i love watching it and always dream that someday somehow i can be one of the candidate he he he (it’s oke to hava dream like that kan). Once, i tried to follow the move and it was so hard and the way i moved was soooo jelek dan kaku hihihi. My decision was right ya, to put it only in my wildest fantasy, but somehow i hope that maybe someday i could do it in the real life (maybe with the help from Oprah, just like when she helps Felicity Huffman become Tina Turner’s back up singer) :))…

Have fantasy or even the wildest one could bring up the good spirit from within and for sure it could keep your spirit alive… Coz, somehow someday you have expectation to realize it.

So, keep on dreaming and feel free to fantasize anything, to make your live even more alive.

Ada yang tau bedanya antara teman dengan sahabat sejati?

Appraisal time is coming…. darn, i never like this kind of time b’coz somehow i couldn’t evaluate my self or maybe b’coz am not ready with what people think of my work so far? Dunno… just find it so difficult aja

One thing bother me is that my supervisor said that am too nice, is it? What’s wrong with being nice to people i work with? Well, maybe am just the type of people’s please (always trying to please people around me). She said sometimes she can not feel my emotion, she couldn’t find out when am pist off, angry, sad or happy or what so ever, my face never describe what is happening inside me… That is one of my major strength though, coz i always think that this is only f….g job, never get involve to deeply till it ruins your mood

Well, so far so good lah my 1st appraisal in this office not like in my previous agency (wuihhh…. stress banget deh, karena si manusia kulkas itu were so hard to me)

Other thing was what Pak Kris said, that he sees me has the ability to become a copywriter (yeah baby, copywriter hehe…..). Menurut beliau karena aku selalu berani tampil beda dari yang lain, so maybe deep deep deep down there kalau di explore lagi jiwa seninya i can be a creative person wuiihhh…. this is an interesting input though, another thought of what people sees in me.

Well, maybe i have to start think bout it ya… that could be one of my talent hihihi.
But what ever people think of me, i just follow on my heart bcoz am the only person who know my own capacity and ability… Thanks for the input ya Pak, that’s quite amused me

Now, am just waiting for the result whether my performace is good enough to get salary increase (God, please hear my pray coz i need more money for shopping, clubbing, salon, traveling and etc)…. [-o<

ssttt… latest informasi dari anak2, masa gaji blum di transfer sama finance… wuaaa gimana mau naik gaji kalo gini caranya ya…..

Continuity answer:

Fun - Indra Betet
Nekat - Lee-a
Susi (susu exhibitionist) - Gaby Bunzky
Sensual - Fachry
Woman - Adji
Lucu - Gita
PrettySexy (maksa nih biar one word :)) - Carlo
Sweet - Esti
Mytype - Reza
Sexy - Itho
Sexy - Denny
Fighter - Evan

Wait for more answer….

So bored last night then i got an idea to SMS all of my friends with this fun game inspired by my cheerful client Wenni: Describe me in one word, only one word.

It’s fun, although not all of them response with the answer and some were asking what’s happen to me :))

Anyhow, here are the response thru SMS till this afternoon:

Bomsex (hmm…) - Miranda
Bebek (cuek, suka gak tau etiket) - Iin
Loosen up - Widi
Attractive - Sanny
Nice - Sammy
Slutty - Sisi
Conqueror - Mbak Astie (my fave answer :))
Big (?) - Aldy
Wild (hmm…)- Andrew
Bingung (:))) - Dini
Pure - Arya (another fave answer ;))
Cute - Didi
Mandiri - Wenni
Dungdung (hahaha) - Farika
Cisayong (uuhh) - Arie
Open Minded - Sisca
Moody - Advi
Ceria - Amal

So, what do you think?

Describe me in one word, only one word

Had dinner last nite with my friend and her daughter, that was my 1st time to meet her daughter, i usually just saw her thru pix. I was amazed how the daughter can be so look a like the father (God Almighty), it’s like i can see the father whom i know too in female’s body :)).

Not only the appearance and the look but they way she moves is soo him (kok bisa ya?) and for the 1st impression the mother has no contribution at all into the daughter hihihi… Juteknya sih dapet dari ibunya tuw :p

Someone had told me that natural DNA test is the look of the baby tell who’s the real father, bener banget tuw

Makes me wonder how my future child will look like, but it depends on the father too ya

Ada pepatah bilang penyesalan itu selalu datang terlambat (ya kalo penyesalan datengnya duluan mah gak akan ada kejadian dong ah :P).

Tapi kadang kesadaran juga datang terlambat, knapa aku bilang gitu? Kinda experience it now, kesadaran itu pelan-pelan mulai datang dan makin lama makin kuat pengaruhnya, kesadaran itu bikin aku melek (melek akan keadaan maksudnya).
Same thing kayak bangun tidur, kesadaran itu datang pelan-pelan (sadar akan bunyi2an dan keadaan sekitar) lalu diikuti dengan mata yang pelan-pelan terbuka dengan susahnya (kebayang kan kalo bangun pagi susah banget meleknya trus otak gak mau diajak kompromi untuk bangun, nah kayak gitu deh), trus walopun mata dah melek tapi tetep aja badan masih pengen leyeh-leyeh (istilah kerennya sih ngumpulin nyawa hihi), nah kalo nyawa udah kekumpul baru deh pelan-pelan bangun.
Aku masih di stage kesadaran yang pelan-pelan datang tapi mata masih terpejam, well at least aku nyampe stage itu ya gak tidur terus hehehe (i think somehow God still with me). Daripada nggak sadar atau gak bangun sama sekali ya, mendingan dinikmatin aja ini proses ke arah sana, toh it is a good start.

Hidup itu ibaratnya journey (or bahasa kerennya perjalanan) yang kita gak tau kapan berakhirnya, mungkin akan berakhir at the day we passed away atau malah justru itu adalah awal dari perjalanan kita yang akan berujung pada judgement day? We don’t know that, but for sure kita berusaha menjalani hidup kita dengan sebaik-baiknya sebagaimana yang sudah di takdirkan, tapi kadang apa yang menurut kita baik blum tentu menurut sang Maha Pencipta baik juga. Bener banget deh kalo orang bilang manusia hanya bisa merencanakan tapi Tuhan jua lah yang Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Mengabulkan

Oke, back to kesadaran itu tadi…..
I believe God will assist me sampai aku bisa benar-benar bangun, coz i really need His Hand to help me stand up and also i need all my strength untuk menopang kakiku berdiri dengan kuat dan jangan sampai jatuh…

The thing is, apa aku bener-bener siap untuk bangun?
Aku harus siap karena aku yakin akan banyak hal yang bisa aku lakuin setelah aku bangun, ya abis bangun tidur terus mandi trus siap-siap ke kantor nah di kantor juga pasti akan banyak kejadian yang akan memperkaya hidup kita dan berharap semoga hari ini lebih baik dari kemarin.

I only can wait the day i finally get up, don’t want to rush a thing coz i know everything should be well prepared so that i have strength to start a new day with new spirit and new hope

God bless me [-o<

Terinspirasi sama blognya Ayi tentang T-sel

Biasanya tiap pulang kampung kita punya satu kebiasaan yang pasti dilakukan setiap saat; yaitu kita semua (me and all my cousins) duduk di teras (all the time), karena kita semua nyari signal handphone yang kuat  biar tetep bisa berhubungan dengan dunia luar (rumah nenekku itu bener2 kampung, depannya sawah dan kolam ikan, samping rumah kanan kiri kolam ikan), anehnya signal itu hanya ada kalau kita duduk di teras depan jadi makin ke dalem rumah ya signalnya makin ilang, jadi kegiatan duduk-duduk di teras itu dilakukan sambil memajang hp di meja (udah kayak tukang jualan hp di roxy), kita semua nunggu hp siapa yang bunyi telp or sms masuk hihihi

Tapi ada yang berbeda tahun ini, all the way Jakarta-Tasik my phone selalu berfungsi dengan baik dan signalnya manteng teng teng…

Kenapa begitu? karena Telkomsel terlengkap dalam layanan dan terluas dalam jangkauan melayani hingga kecamatan (canggih gak tuw).
Kemajuan banget juga signalnya manteng pas udah sampe Tasik, dan di dalem rumah, ternyata eh ternyata di kecamatan Cisayong itu ada BTS yang baru selesai di pasang, so no wonder deh signalnya blagu banget gitu hihihi… Langsung sombong dong ke sepupu-sepupu yang lain kalo signal T-sel itu full jadi hp bisa di bawa-bawa even ke dapur hahaha…

Emang gak nyesel deh pake T-sel, walopun ada keluhan nih ya kenapa tagihan telpnya kok suka gak nyampe yahh huhhh sebel deh kan itu sangat diperlukan untuk reimburse ke kantor hehehe..

So far seh, i love T-sel deh… (duh mudah-mudahan klienku gak ada yang komplen ya, ini atas nama pribadi kok gak bawa-bawa profesionalisme)